It is a rather formidable and phenomenal task to gauge the minds of introverts. Not just because they are gauche and taciturn, but also because the level of expression current evolutionary paradigm provides them is grossly insufficient for their complex and rich nature. This poverty of expression occasionally induces insurmountable amounts of sadness and depression in them. That said, the myriad expressions that rage inside their heads also contain fleeting bursts of immeasurable joy. It is in such bursts, like Herman Hesse points, the greatest masterpieces of mankind are conceived.
I don’t know if I am such an introvert. I am certainly not a genius. However, I am extremely asocial, to the point where most people find me repulsive the first time they meet me. I am not funny. At least, not during the first interaction. About 99% of the people I have met do not share my sense of humor. So I decided to make this honest, straight from the heart attempt to express. This is my personal place and I would like to state as much truth here as is possible.
This is my attempt to release myself from my self-imposed social alienation. This is my way of letting you know that just because I don’t talk to you doesn’t mean I am a bad guy. To put it in the words of Douglas Adams, I am mostly harmless. If you are reading this, it is highly probable that I thought about you sometime in the recent past. That I want you to be happy and do well in your life. I want you to know that I care. That I am human too.
I value creation a lot. A movie you made, a book you wrote, a song you composed or a painting you drew. I would really appreciate your talent if you shared it with me. I haven’t created any great original work till now. I don’t know if I ever will. But I want to. Sometimes I like to simplify things. At other times, I like to complicate them. I always wonder which of the two will lead to my original work. But let us try not to pretend.
There are lots of things to worry about in this world. From stock market fluctuations to quantum fluctuations, lots of things change here. There are problems and we are ll stressed out by one thing or the other. When in my presence, I will try with all my capacity to keep you comfortable. Sit down, get cozy.